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My art makes me depressed

The mere thought of creating something new finds despair

It wasn’t always this way

It seems to be in recent years, the will to create has not been with me

I look back at the volumes of work I have created

Mundane, inspirational and surprising are words that come to mind

There are books of paper and Bristol board, canvases and watercolor paper sitting blank

Paints and brushes have not been exercised in a long while

Maybe writing these words will create inspiration?

Possibly staring at the blank canvas that has been sitting on my easel

Will it bring a dream to life?

I begin to remember when I created endlessly

Life was simple

Life was most times lonely

Inspiration came from such solitude

I had a place to create

In my heart and in my home

A place is necessary

A place I no longer have

To create, I need to create a place.

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